week getting worse...

Hey guys!

Sorry for not blogging yesterday. I have to say that i have a rather good excuse... Here's what hap pend...
I woke up late for work... got ready really fast and headed off. Of course, im somewhat speeding until i hit traffic. I get like 3 minutes away from work (on sources blvd. just after the 40 over pass) and hit a pot hole and dent my rim so bad that all the air in my tire came out... URGH i finally got to work on my flat tire and called my mechanic and arranged to go see him at lunch with my tire. The guys at my work spent about half the morning jacking up my car, taking my tire off and trying to reshape my rim for me and they were unsuccessful... they even went after it with a SLEDGE HAMMER! thats when i started crying... Once they gave up it was about 11 so at 1130 i went to my mechanics to see what he could do. I had my rim priced and they are worth $350 each and the tire $200... so if he couldnt do anything i was looking at $550 + labour :S something that isnt exactly in the budget! So, my mechanic (Marco) looked at it and told me he couldnt do anything for me but to go see his Buddy that works at Exact Roue... They specialize in rims and mags and what not. So i went there and the owner told me that he could fix my rim for $100, still not cheap but better than $550... I left my rim there and went back to work. I called Marco and we had to figure out a tire situation and we came to the conclusion of putting 2 all season tires on the front of my car (previous tires that came with the car) and keep the 2 winters on the back. So all in all it cost me $125 and a major headache and day wasted at work... I left the mechanics at around 630, rushed to my uncle's for dinner and went to yoga for 730. After yoga i got a very scary phone call from Kristyne, my Best Friend. She was somewhat shaken up so i was worried... She told me that a guy pulled a gun on her and her bf!!!! MY HEART STOPPED BEATING! they are ok and the police caught the guy but long story short the guy was drunk and mad and wasnt getting his was and first pulled out a crowbar and then a gun... that's pretty scary! i cant believe that my best friend could have been shot! it's still terrifying to think about. After that phone call i went over to see her and comfort her and the police showed up to take all the statements and everything.... Serious shit. The guy actually lives in her building also.... :( im really worried. I left there at around 11pm, came home and went to bed. I have to say it was a restless sleep... WHAT A DAY... but wait, it just gets worse...

Today, i woke up at 515am and took a shower. Managed to drop everything in the shower on my toes URGH hurt soooo much! after my shower i got ready for work and got into my cold car :( i drove to work and avoided EVERY SINGLE POT HOLE because im not going through yesterday again lol Finally got there and it was a pretty rough morning.... a lot to do and not enough time to do it. At around 9am (just after my first meeting) i got a phone call from my uncle... My Nanny is doing worse than before... she went back into a coma and has severe pneumonia... The doctors say that the next 48hrs are critical and will determine the outcome of things... Let's be realistic here, 92year old ladies do not get over pneumonia and a broken hip and Alzheimer's and dementia and all... I was suppose to go visit her on Saturday but now i fear that it may be too late... I am really not dealing with this well at all. It is bringing back a bunch of memories and emotions from when my grandma passed that i cant bare to have. but i keep telling myself, this too shall pass....
Anyways, after that phone call i kept going on at work, really trying to focus all my attention on it. it was an ok day, got some stuff accomplished but stayed until 6pm... so i spent 11hrs at the office today... :( after work i was suppose to go to yoga for 7 but i just couldn't do it. I am so emotionally drained that i cant do much. I decided to come home and have some dinner and do some laundry and that is exactly what i am doing. I will be going to sleep soon so i will say good night now and keep blogging tomorrow. i apologize for all the negative vibes today, i am praying for the end of the week to get better because i cant bare it to get worse.