Monday, March 10, 2008

Mondays always seem to suck...

Urgh... Mondays always seem to suck for one reason or another!!!
Of course, i started off my day by having an argument with a coworker because I tried helping her out by making a simple suggestion... Remind me again why I bother trying to help someone who always seems to think shes right??? ARGH <-- ok thats out of my system now hehe And then i had a heart attack over a miscommunication with my transport guys... thinking that one of my parts wasnt ready to be picked up which absolutely needed to be... blah. Lunch wasnt bad though. Ever quarter of the year we go out for lunch on the company to relax and unwind a bit. This time we went to Marathon's and shared a couple laughs. It felt good to remember that there are real human beings underneath some of the craziness! After lunch i went back to my office to do a bunch of stuff and never had time to finish and basically gave up... I was printing a bunch of documents to only realize that the printer wasnt working and that was when i had my fill.
I left the office at 5:15pm (suppose to leave at 4pm) and headed to my uncle's place. I had dinner there and hung out with my 2 cousins. I think Sunday, Ronan and I are going to build a huge fort outside since there is sooo much snow before my self-defense class :D he got really excited at the idea!
After dinner i headed off to the gym and did a mini workout before my yoga class. its official guys... I CAN NOW DO A COMPLETE SPLIT!!! i am quite pleased with myself! hehehe
I came home afterwards and was talking with my mother and received some more bad news... My Nanny has been hospitalized for a broken hip (she's 92) and fell out of the bed again today. She is really not doing good and i feel that these are going to be the last couple months of her life. They have her restrained now because she is too dangerous to herself. I feel horrible just thinking about it :( She does not remember anyone anymore so every time i go visit her she thinks im a stranger. It kills me to see her this way. I think i may go visit her this Saturday and try and go as often as i can before its too late. It breaks my heart to see her this way and to know that there is absolutely nothing i can do to better the situation. Seeing her in that hospital bed is just like seeing my grandmother her last couple days with us all over again and it keeps bringing up a bunch of emotions i have not dealt with yet and that i am quite frankly terrified too...
Anyways, i am already in bed and am going to study a bit and hopefully get a good night's rest considering i did not last night.
Good night!

1 comment:

Amelah said...

HUGS about your gandmother!!!